Arh... treated like an idiot

tho i choose to be, still feel sad.

whatever. now i feel like new born, and life is too weak and too fucking short.
thank god gimme another chance to keep alive.

i really don't like it

at least i've got one benefit

Not April Fools any more?

i couldn't believe that when i saw the missing you sentence from you....
i'm almost shattered into pieces.....
i still care about this....:(

i feel jealous, feel awful, feel sad
i am blue now......

i need alcohol?
i need guitar?
i need nothing but a brand new friend i think....

i wish i could move on faster faster and faster

they said April Fool

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he thought: (i know i know i know.......but i still can't get over it)
he thought: (i thought i am still liking her a lot.....)
he thought: (i wish i could do better performance for her. darn! i wish i never did that bad performance in front of her. what was i doing that time!)
he thought: (i feel pain )

he thought: She moves in her own way, that's why i like her :D

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they said April Fool

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she said: i treat friends all the same, even boys
she said: if something misleads u, i'm sorry about that
she said: i just treat you as friend
he said: i understand now, thank you for telling me this. don't be sorry!!
he said: (all the same....so in the beginning , i already misjudge this relation, stupid arse!)

she said: i only think u r funny,nothing else
he said: humm....(that's what i did for u. all i want is just try to make u happy...)
he said: tks anyway(at least she was happy, though what it comes out is not what i want. but still good aih?)
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they said April Fool

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he said: i like u
she:...





he said: i am sorry. my mistake
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they said April Fool

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he thought: i should ask her out again,for ensuring what she think about me
she said: busy all month long. i might. i might
he said: that'd be ok(......)

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to be c.
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